Just the fact alone that you are trying to pass it on as guess, after being told to go and search yourself multiple times proves how desperate you are. Not wanting to feed free info to lazy and entitled child like you does not equal not being able to do it, we covered that multiple times. Then again, we also already established in past you are illiterate.

You shouldnt stress so much about losing tho, this is quite obscure post so amount of people knowing what a fool you are will still be quite limited. So you can still go around pretending to be something you arent and only some people will secretly laugh at you. I understand you are shaken up after this lose, but let some time pass and everything will be alright again. You might even forget about it.