Last night when we went shopping, little juan juan said he was going to buy several eggs to take back. I asked him why? She said she was going to boil them and give them to you to eat.
Afterward, In the morning after I had woken up, I found two eggs and one bowl of noodles resting on the tables. The noodles had already been prepared. Their texture was rather suitable for elderly people.
What went in my mouth was a bowl full of home style noodles, which gave me a sense of limitless comfort. So I thought, after many years go by, I will recollect everything about this moment. I hope that then, you and I, will still be like the beauty of this moment (you stand up for me, are considerate of me, accept me, and take care of my friends)
I've always thought that I am a person who doesn't understand how to function emotionally. And gradually, I let the people who were good to me slip away.
I seldom have any contact with that group of friends. I actually don't have that much confidence in myself, and feel that I am currently drifting through life. You guys chose him, married, and had kids.
Afterward, this led me to feel a little bit opposed to this sort of meeting. You guys talk about lovers, talk about kids, talk about grandmothers, talk about life after marriage. A small amount of this is possibly due to a few nameless reasons and frustrations, but most of it is because I long for a good life in the future. Afterward, we haven't been together for a long long time.
This sort of me hopes that you guys can understand that I am slowly adapting. Sometimes I think that I am the same as an 18 year old girl, with the same positive outlook, while other times I think that I resemble, resemble....
Today I didn't attach a picture. I reckon a picture isn't the sort of content that you would want to see.
Qingqing said (to me?): will you ever send the message that you have found a man?
About this... I really don't have the nerve to do so...
Well then, I'll strive and try my best to find a guy by next year on my birthday. Not a childhood friend, not a bro, nor a friend.
I have received your "happy birthday"
hey hey hey hey hey I will will definitely be happy.
Lastly, I want to say: I actually refuse to "like" (as in facebook or social media) things.