Man I am doing so great but can she not creep up on my mind anymore. I am tired of thinking about her. Like she is the exception. She is the only person I'd let hurt me. And I don't like that. I don't want her to be so special to me but she just is. I can't believe it. She is just some random girl I never met but she is more important to me than everyone else. Shit mad stupid man. After everything she did to me. How can I still say that? There is just no way I am as important to her. That's why she blocks me without giving a single explanation. She only cares about herself. Treats me like a pig but still I don't know why, she is just, her. Fucking love. Gem