It's a euphemistic way to say once you've had your meds, since you're clearly off your fucking rocker.

You thought this was going to be another one-sentence tankpost? Think again, cuckservatives.

I obsess by defending myself when you shit talk me by responding to my post

He didn't say that. He described you as salty and obsessive, two words I think aptly sum up a great deal of your behavior. One doesn't have to have direct interaction with you, as I unfortunately have, to identify this.

spread slander to the exactly 0 civ people who are currently playing that I talk to

"It's ok for me to lie because no one listens to me." What?

The whole Blue circlejerk is getting old. This isn't borne of my great love for the Eternal Leader, for while it is boundless, "creepy, recording, scheming" are not terms with which anyone with even a passing acquaintance to him would use to describe him. They are literal lies continuously spread by malicious members of this community, and it isn't somehow wrong to call someone out on them just because you have no friends, and therefore the "damage" is minimal.