Thanks for giving me some perspective. I guess it's a trait I haven't seen in him before, least not this extreme. I'm worried, but I'm also just upset. The things he said when calling felt so off to me. Talking abt just wanting a break for months beforehand and stuff.

I'm just over all this drama. I dont know how worth it it'll be anymore. I've been telling him for months that its okay and take ur time, but its draining me at this point. I do want to be there for him but I got so much shit to figure out too. It all just really sucks when u know how well u clicked before all this.

I want the best for him but it's hard to give my best to others when I can't give the best for myself right now.

(Sorry abt my mini rant :/)