Coming up on 6 months of sobriety and absolutely hating life!!

I am so sorry you are struggling and feeling this way. I have suffered from feeling this way as well and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone.

You say that where you are now is just as bad as when you were drinking, so I think the only advice I can offer is that alcohol won’t make you feel better or solve your problems. You will still have mental illness and be suicidal, but to make it worse, you will lose your home, gf, and maybe even more. You will still have all the same problems, you will just be drunk. And that might make you feel better for a time, but you will wake up with the same issues.

Being sober won’t fix your problems, but being drunk won’t either. My heart goes out to you.

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