I told him that it was a threat and it hurt me more than he could ever know. He also doesn’t understand why it’s so sickening. He kinda made it seem like it wasn’t a big deal. It makes me feel like I shouldn’t be with him even though I love him so much :( we have been through a lot and overcome everything. He has mental issues but without insurance it’s really hard for him to get the help he needs. That also doesn’t excuse for what he said. It makes me sad as fuck that I’m even having a child with this man. I willingly entered this relationship knowing he had problems and I did learn along the way how bad they really are. I think he suffers from schizophrenia but he hasn’t been diagnosed yet.