I totally understand how adderall or ritalin is like the "college study drug" and for a lot of people that may be true but for those of us who actually need it it is a different story even if it doesn't look tha way from ourperspective. There is a very big difference between "this drug will totally make me binge study hard as fuck for 10 hours" and "i NEED this drug to finish my homework for the day"
One thing I learned in college was people are willng to lie to get anything and that;s why I had to fill out fucking 10 forms of paperwork to get my goddamn script so I can finish college. IDK where u are but in california they are super aware of that shit. or maybe my psychiatrist just didnt believe me lol.
ANOTHER no caps thing i have to say is if ur living in dorms they WILL (yes caps) find out who is selling drugs illegally thats part of their job whether u think the RA is ur friend or not just dont sell drugs illegallty in dorms!!! u dont get drugs u need to help u for no reason and so many people are like ohh i got this fucking free income from selling adderall but its not free it will come back to bite u eventually unless u are a very lucky idiot.
lastly fuck anyone who doesnt understand honestly. the first thing i learned when i started going to therapy is that toxic people NEED to be removed from ur life or they will consume you. you wont understand unless u encounter it but ppls ideas become your own. u dont want idiot's ideas becoming ur own. especially when it comes to opinions about yourself. question everything people say beause mental issues are still so up in the air and not publicly known.
america is all like "ohh just pul urself up by ur own bootstraps and u will succeed" that is not at all true universally.
idk man im just a guy on the internet but this is what i can say ive learned. my opinions and shit have been shaped by shit ive come across and id like to make it easier on someone else but everyones gotta learn themselves