Initially, i used to think its like cheating if i even talk to someone else. But thn the guys ik, they were giving me love and all. That made me think i should move on, so I wasn't really looking for a replacement actively, i just let it happen naturally, talked to a guy, he was nice and everything but still, no matter how much they do, there's always something so mess up about guys here, they either judge you, or you can just never be comfortable around them, or they have their lives all messed up despite having chances to fix it, just being lazy, not commited to their responsibilities and so on. One guy after another, i kept on realizing how good of a person he is and that just made me want him more.. yes dms are flooded even rn and everyone telling me that they're there for me, trying to help etc, only if they have any idea how disgusting it is from my perspective. Another good example, if guys work hard on themselves, commit to the betterment, stick to honesty no matter how ugly truth is, be respectful and stop being toxic, they'll get females themselves, like look at me, how obsessed I'm with him because of his these traits, so flooded dms never work, idk why you guys think it must be nice to have it. (Didnt mean to be rude to the ones dming me, but i wont be replying to any)