i'm so upset right now. please forgive me if i sound dramatic, i'm really not doing ok right now. i took my daughter into our backyard to play for a bit and while we were out there, her friends that are our neighbors showed up at the bushes ( we don't have a fence, just tall bushes). She ran over and started talking to them before i could even get over to her through the bushes and i kept telling her to back up. Then they started to come through the bushes and finally the mom stopped them (they're both little, under the age of 5). at one point the one child tried grabbing my daughters toy through the bush as well and i said no! i am very friendly with my neighbor and my daughter loves her kids. her husband was just assumed to have covid just a week ago, so i am really sick to my stomach about this. i told my mom and she's worst than me. she said to just stay inside, not to go in the yard anymore. I haven't left my house in a whole month. i feel so fucking guilty and horrible and i'm really on the verge of a breakdown. i don't go out, i can't go in my yard. i just can't take it