It depends on u actually. I grow up telling myself that I can't control being Bi (am not romantically into men and I'm only into femboys :)) but at least i have a say in marriage nd relationships i won't be in any kind of relationship with a woman cuz it's not halal just to avoid feeling guilty nd ashamed ... Well i fell in love with a woman who made me rethink it again I'm weak yes when it comes to this i can't see the only person i love without doing nothing! I can't stay away when we both want to be close! I'm a human being who needs love and affection after all I deserve to have a partner and a family why not! I lost her while being in this battle between me and myself she was thoughtful nd patient enough but everything has a limit yk nd her "short" presence made me realize how beautiful love is nd how much i need it in my life. tbh if my religion would took the only one thing that can make me feel happy idk why am following it! No offense. I identify as a Muslim but i also identify as a Bisexual nd i'd love to be both happily.