it's funny because if feminism hadn't shamed so many women into driving so hard into careers, causing a workforce comprised of a female majority for the first time in american history, we wouldn't have to turn our children over to strangers in the first place. often these strangers are government paid employees. the government, influencing your children's development even during the first year of life. not some crazy conspiracy theory unfortunately. obviously it's not like they're putting them through mind control programs, but it raises a few ethical questions. is it the government's role to babysit infants? should the economy have ever developed in such a way that the vast majority of american families are literally unable to get by without two salaries? i was abused in daycare. i was abused along with perhaps dozens of other boys. for two years straight on an almost daily basis. it seems to me that parents should be trusting male babysitters just as much as they trust female babysitters... that is, not at all. unless you know the person very well, why even take a chance? if you can afford to, why not raise the kid yourself? even if he or she doesn't end up getting abused, which is really the super worst case scenario, the kid is still not going to have as great of a chance at proper socialization and development. the kid needs to develop a relationship with its mom or dad, and at that young age especially the mom. it's up to everybody what they do because we're all capable of different levels of commitment. but it really bothers me to see so many mothers who could easily afford to take a few years off from their trivial job as a secretary, aide, nurse, etc. to raise their kid. i know so many families that could support themselves for years on a single income, especially when the kids are young. public school is already a nightmare for children, and it fucks them up for life and so on, but most people don't have another option. at least keep them to yourself in those very early formative years, and then once they're old enough for school go back to work and start saving for college. that's really the best any middle-class family can hope for in today's economy. it's a shame we don't have a more diverse set of education options. if you want to homeschool your kids it's gonna have to be a program built by the department of ed first. if you want them in private school, same shit. all the standards are the same. that's not a huge problem but nobody has time to homeschool their kids. if it were an option most people would put their kids in smaller programs with more montessori-type techniques. but they don't let anyone get away with that. if you don't put your kids through a vetted program, they'll just get taken away from you by the state. how telling is that. the state owns your children. they're just on rent.

that reminds me of a whole nother topic that i just can't bring myself to talk about right now... the vast number of boys institutionalized in "boys' homes," boot camps, detention centers, and basically reeducation camps. these children experience rape and abuse at an inhuman rate. it is literally a rape farm. i can't even begin to describe the sheer scope and gravity of this shit without people thinking i'm crazy, so i just won't. i didn't personally go through it, but i knew others who did. i knew a kid who was sent right from a juvenile detention center to an adult jail on his 18th birthday. he just disappeared months later. his mom can't get any information on him because apparently the prison never received his records. presumably he was raped and killed, an end to the massive abuse perpetrated against him (by both male and female guards and teachers) since he was just 11 or 12 years old. he got in trouble in elementary school for "defiance," which meant not admitting he was chewing gum according to what he wrote me in a letter. he was supposed to be suspended, then he was referred to the police, then he was supposed to be put away for 2 months, then at the end of that 2 months he was "recommended" to the judge to have his stay extended for 6 months. this is just how his life worked until he presumably died at 18. he said everybody got stuck in there. they'd get you young, and then justify keeping you in there by making up crimes or assaults you committed while in there. then the judge would approve it and you'd be locked away. his mom was trying desperately to get him out of there the whole time, fighting the state along with a horde of other parents whose children are being put through this for literally no fucking reason at all. it's like a bunch of corrupt child abusers paying off judges to get access to innocent children to fuck in the ass. it's just disgusting. i can't even keep talking about it. there's a website where all of these mothers collaborate to post their own experiences, their kids' diaries and testimonies and shit, but i can't remember it. i wish i could find it so badly. my friend's mom showed it to me a few years ago and it was just morbid. it was some of the worst things i have ever read. it's just horrible what they are putting these kids and their parents through. to see your kid once every year or two, and look into his eyes and see the enormity of the abuse that has been inflicted upon him, and get caught up in a corrupt legal system that does everything it can to block you at every turn... 5 years in and she still hadn't gotten anywhere. just paperwork, paperwork, paperwork. they just try to wear the parents down, exhaust them and their finances so they give up. it's fucking shocking. i'm sure this is probably hard to believe. i don't have time to provide any sources or proof of this but you can look this stuff up, there are sometimes relatively vanilla stories about it. bodies being dug up, but those articles give an impression that this is a relic of the past. it's not, not even close. there are attorneys who know all about this and they often work pro bono for the parents, including my friend's mom.

this is basically what will likely happen to your kids if they are taken by CPS. if CPS takes your kids they will end up in this pipeline that distributes them in various foster homes, then finally into a detention center. there are tons of good foster parents. i read the diary of a kid who had been taken from his foster family for no reason, and tossed into this system to be abused. even before he ended up with those foster parents he had been abused by other foster parents... two different fucking families. it's like a magnet for abusers, amazingly. CPS is absolutely not doing its job. it's an extraordinarily corrupt organization, and it amazes me that all this can be true. it shocks me to such a huge extent that i can't even believe it. i can't imagine why people would spend so much energy on such an elaborate lie though... so either i'm imagining all of these interactions and i'm extremely ill, or it's really happening. i can't imagine how CPS could betray children on such a core level. but some of the people there are aware of the problem, they're just caught up in a bureaucracy. no way to stop the engine. it's just a few key people that seem to keep the engine revving, i guess. i don't know why i'm telling you all this... i guess it's just something i feel people need to know. up until 2013 it was a crime for parents to not medicate their children with adderall/ritalin/etc. if the school administrators or teachers demanded it. they could just say you need to put your kids on ritalin or i will report you to CPS, based on an incredibly broad provision that the parents are not enabling their child to succeed in his/her education. of course this almost exclusively happens to boys. so you either drugged your kids, in these horrible school districts, or you had your kids taken and sent off to a rape farm. it was just insane that this kind of practice was allowed. it was finally banned in 2013 by the senate. but that's just one of the hundreds of reasons they can abduct your children. if you toot the wrong horn, i'm sure they'll manage to cook something up for you. trying to give your kids a safe and healthy education gets a lot of children abducted by the state. and no surprise, seems like they are systematically selling them off to corrupt, abusive guards and juvie admins. it's a bizarre thing to believe, i'm sure. but i find it impossible to doubt so many independent diaries, from across the country, that all sound exactly the same. it just doesn't make sense otherwise. now this doesn't exist in all states. CPS can take your kids away in california but it will not send them to these kinds of rape farms. still their chances of being abused are much higher than they would otherwise, but it's far less egregious. there are detention centers across the country, and in the UK, where dozens upon dozens of children's carcasses have been dug up. the age of the bodies range from 20 to 70 years in some cases. it's just such a history of incredible, depraved abuse that it just won't go away in some places.

just suddenly was reminded of this and i felt i had to tell somebody. very few people know about this for some reason. you can find articles about it online, like i said, but they always try to minimize the problem. it would create huge panic i suppose. it's easily the worst thing going on in the US right now, if you ask me. the sheer number of these kids being treated as orphans, ripe for exploitation, even though their parents are desperately pleading judges to let them have their sons back, is astounding. if SJWs knew about this, there is just not a chance that their ideology could possibly recover. the war against boys is not just some dateline talking point, it's systematic drugging of more than a quarter of the male children in this country at best, and systematic rape and abuse, and even murder, of a huge number of boys at worst.