Regardless it turned out to be my worst year ever.
Misdiagnosed 10k in medical bills February
Dad had rectal colon cancer Late February
Mom is in the hospital with another stroke
Covid 19 begins to hit our state March
Overtime at work ceases late March
Mom didn't have another stroke but addicted to her pills April
Collection agencies hounding me for medical bills. I owe close to 20k may
Told we won't have any overtime rest of the year June
I become an alcoholic late june
Sister threatened to call police on me and her and I friendship is over and still is, July
I have now gained all my weight that I lost in 2019 and then some. 85lbs November
Late November I'm told my mother has dementia that was hidden from me.
One person texted me to wish me a happy Thanksgiving. No other friends or even family. I spent it alone due to covid.
Realizing that I am basically all alone in this world anymore at 46 years old. And all I want to do anymore is die. Tonight on my 2nd beer.