Honestly it’s not even glider redeploy that has killed things for me recently. It’s just the realization that I’m bad and will probably always be bad. But you don’t even get rewarded for getting good and winning. One umbrella a season? Not much of a reward.

I’ve played 250 matches. My K/D is like .60. I have 2 wins. Those two wins were exhilarating (one was a 3 kill, one was a 7 kill) but after that I was just like “...well I guess I’ll just requeue” and then of course I came in like 60th the next 4 matches to really drive home that I wasn’t skilled, the people who I won against just sucked or got unlucky. There’s such a talent disparity these days that it’s ridiculous. The first 70 people die before the eye even forms and then you have 30 people that have been playing for a very long time and can shit out a fort bigger than the skyscraper in tilted in under 30 seconds.

I didn’t want to admit it, because I’m usually above average at video games, but I’m pretty much a bot. I’m basically worthless at this game and the game doesn’t even incentivize getting better. Which sucks because I’ve spent a decent amount of money on it.