Lots of women are sexually submissive, lots of them have rape fantasies. And how I seen that described is this idea of being so fucking hot and desirable that your partner is so turned on he can't control himself and is making love to you like a beast. Lots of women find that idea extremely hot, like the epitome of sexuality. But "men acting like a beast" is also like the worst thing on the planet for women at the same time, it all depends on the context. And that's fine, but just seeing this IS kind of mindfucky from a male perspective.

It's still playing with this idea of men being easy, visual, instinctual, and almost animalistic. Maybe that's not how women would put it, but that's totally how it looks like to me. Seeing women being into that sort of thing almost makes me feel like my "male degeneracy" is loved and appreciated. And since I generally live my life thinking that my "male degeneracy" is a source of issues, it fucks everything up and it's shameful... and at the same time it's like I'm supposed to be secure and confident about it too. It's like a mental balancing act. Women don't get it, because female sexuality already only activates "in the right context", but male sexuality doesn't. I think this might be why so many men are horrible at sex and fail to make it enjoyable to the women.

It's like... women enjoy being hot as fuck in the right context, and I'm like "yep, I got that covered." I just so happen to have the right internal calibration for that, so don't mind if I do. But that exact internal calibration is something that women are so fed up with, as a whole. That's why its not so easy to to be confident and comfortable with it.

/rant