im a high school student (17m). took ap classes which are like college level content/difficulty of classes offered in high school. the end of the year final for the class(the ap test) is graded on like a scale of 1-5, 3 and above is passing. I got a 5 on three of the classes and a 4 on another so I'm mad fucking happy about that. makes me hopeful for my future in a college and my senior year in hs.

Girls are fucking confusing as fuck. I was talking to a girl for a couple months like on and off and we hung out a lot and cuddled and shit. confessed my feelings like last week but like apparently it wasn't mutual. I talked to a close friend of hers about it yesterday and he just said that's like a normal thing (apparently my situation of like cuddling and it not being mutual had happened to him). seems like it's just normal for her to do shit like just being close to guys and hugging them and shit. It made me fucking sad/mad when I found out. Like what the fuck did our relationship even mean to her? Thoughts on this situation? I feel like I deserve so much better than this.

Summer has been good to my lifts. Squat and DL coming up. Close to 2 pl8 bench (@205lbs x 4 rn)

tl;dr doing good in school and the gym. fuck girls.