Daily Discussion Thread: 10/17/2017

Holy shit okay this isn't the usual autism so please bear with this 18 year old's kid problems

Today we had grad day and basically everyone was taking photos. Meanwhile there's me with a non functioning class (so no class photos), and not a lot of friends.

Had a friend I was really close to but i got hit really bad by depression for the last 7 months and then we kind of drifted apart well hey today I ask to take photos and she agrees but is standing so awkwardly and it's clear to me that she doesn't want to be there. Meanwhile she's taking pictures with her other friends and all smiling very much and not being awkward at all. So I sit there and think "I'm probably not good enough to be her friend"

I realise that's the exact same line of thought that trapped me in depression for 7 months, and went to the gym. But man.

I've a pretty decent set of grades, and pretty much the highest S/B/D in school. Yet what's it worth if I have no one to celebrate my achievements with when I step out of that gym? These are all meaningless numbers, and these measurements are all meaningless to my few friends, not so much that they don't care but it's just hard for a normal person to know exactly how heavy is 4 plates.

Wts man. I didn't sign up for this massive feels trip, but maybe I did anyways back when I started lifting to deal with all these issues of mine.

I really just need to sack up, don't I? Class has ended already anyway and things have ended. New beginnings, new hope.

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