Told you I wanted to spit my heart out a bit, some people told me they wanted to hear it. I usually write yearly post on my instagram music/personal page, it's in french so i'm translating it to you :

"2017 is closing and it's time to look back at what happened and what's to come.

I've grown a lot socially, making more friends in a year than never before in my life, meeting more and more people outside of the internet and making new experiences. I'm still quite not used to it but i'm getting there step by step.

Celebrating my birthday for the first time with friends was really eye opening to me, I never realized that so many people where there for me and actually cared for me and it really motivated me to open myself more to other people. I've been feeling guilty of being still a bit shy around people and looking like I don't like being at a party because I still get that feeling that I don't belong there enough.

I've also had to overcome failure and bad news this year, and realize that it is not only painful for me, but also for the friends that look at this situation and feel bad for me.

I used to get absorbed too much by life, not giving my life enough value to make any effort and slowly getting carried away and not evolving, this can't happen anymore. I have to sort my life out and not take anything I gained this year from granted, because that can be taken away in a matter of second. I'm not a kid anymore.

2018 is coming and it will be a pivotal year for me. I have every card in my hand to flip my life around and change everything, I refuse to make any friends who believed in me feel like they were wrong or feel bad for me. I have to keep this evolution going in every aspect of my life, social, professional and with music.

Thanks you to all the people that follows me, close or far, through this journey, I see me changing every year and I'm not letting anything get in my way now, not even myself."