this past year has been the best and hardest in my life. I took my country's equivilant for SATs while working full time, got myself sick but I nailed this motherfucking test because I am what? that bitch, then backpacked for 3 months in eastern asia which was probably the peak of my life, but then I got home and started working at my current job, which made me feel like i'm walking towards my own execution every single morning. I was supposed to leave by september to start uni, and yesterday my boss told me that thay found someone to replace me by august so i'm basically fired - now it all makes sense and one month is no big deal, but why is my head still going "you're not good enough"?