I have decided I am going to kill myself.

If reincarnation exist, bad luck for you, forever hell on earth. If God exists, bad luck for you, forever in hell (as they say). But if only you have one shot to live, one life, that others get tons of surgeries and treatments only to get to live even a few more years, and you waste it like that, then... I'm really, really sorry for you. Others would fight to be able to live even 1 more year to stay with their loved ones. You are loved even though I've been through this myself and it does feel like people are better off without you, your parents will go INSANE. Because of you, they'll surely hit the grave earlier, because no human possible can put up with raising a kid or even carrying it in the womb for 9 months, and it to die, let alone kill itself. Seek professional help, your feelings and problems are valid and i've faced them twice in my life. You WILL find true love and you will have such a big reason to live when you do. You can still solve your problems and go back to school. Stop this, you're just gonna cause further pain that, might not even end for you in the first place because who knows what comes after. Live your FUCKING life.

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