The thing is though right now I don't need a job as I have money saved up, I'm actually in school as well. What I don't understand is this perpetual fear my mom seems to have with me being unemployed thinking that I will do nothing all day. I work for my dad so I know why he doesn't want me to quit. But basically it's been 3 weeks of me now knowing I should quit and having this pressure that leads me not to do it ultimately being more anxious. A big reason I don't get another job too is because of the negativity from them, they told me that "you wont like any job you ever do" so it really puts a damper on me even thinking about getting another job.. This isn't true, I previously was a bartender and I really enjoyed that job. My mom likes to pretend I didn't and exaggerates any complaints I had which are natural in any job though. Honestly just writing this though makes me realize that maybe I wasn't originally so anxious that I needed to not work, I think I'm at a job that doesn't provide me enough stimulus given my current situation? On weekends I'm generally happy, still anxious but not crazy, I do tend to distract myself with friends though. At this point in time though I'm in such a rut that I'm not sure if it would be best to just be unemployed and actively trying to solve my problems, again my parents say I'm trying to live in some "uptopia".