As much as I know about skincare for others and giving product recommendations etc., I've found myself feeling very down and upset about my own routine as well as what I've been using. I got a look at myself tonight when my daughter took a photo of me with my grandson. All those horrible lines and wrinkles, how un-firm it is. The only thing that will change these conditions is surgery/fillers - I know this. Still I feel horrible, ugly and old. All I want is for my skin to look its best as I age so obviously I'm not using the right products. However I'm on OW and after paying bills and buying necessities, I've got little money to "waste" on myself. I've used The Ordinary and all the lovely try-me sizes but can't afford the very expensive full sizes. I'm at the point of giving up; just use whatever. Sorry for being a downer, but it's all becoming overwhelming. Any help is appreciated.