I've done that many times mainly as a teenager:

"When it's pounding in your head I shouldn't, I mustn't, it's wrong, and you go and do it"

and as an adult in less severe ways (I'm 19). I'm not the type of person to want God to go. I do need to do something with my life. I've literally been living in the darkness (sleeping through daytime) with a backwards sleeping schedule. I am more than nice/sharing and understanding of people and animals but I haven't been taking the best care of myself, often seeking instant gratification.

Is that what you're saying? Turn back from instant gratification and do something important especially when I get those intuitive thoughts probably from the Holy Spirit and everything will flow together more enjoyably and feel more alive as I ride the wave of life on a much bigger and fulfilling wave?

I used to use magic, tarot cards etc with extremely accurate results. A part of me told me to stop so I did... I do occasionally want to use magic or tarot but I think about whether it's wrong so I resist... I've had stronger magic results just from communicating to God on a genuine level.

So that's one thing I'm refraining from. I've repented every time I think, I'll speak with him soon about it anyway.

I started reading this personally after you said "you, as you are, the guy that just said------", I'm not sore if it was intended like that so please correct me if I'm wrong