I am 41 and was raped at 21 and it is still weird to talk about. I was a virgin at the time for religious reasons. I still liked to do everything up to sex. I was taking summer classes between junior and senior year of college. I was naked with a girl. she decided she would be the one to take my virginity. she actually did the "just the tip" thing to me. she said she would poison me if I didn't. so I gave her just the tip. and stopped. it felt amazing and I obviously wanted to continue. another part of me did not want to continue, especially with her, so I stopped she seemed bummed said it would feel good. it is something I rarely think about and talk about even less. I don't know. it feels good to share. this post made the front page, so thank you OP for bringing this up.