Um, when you have a knife to the throat, aren’t even allowed to so much as raise for hands, and only weigh 90lbs with zero muscle. While bleeding from 3 different gashes going all the way to the skull. I’m sorry, but I would like to see you go thru that and be that and do any better. I got away when his head cleared and he allowed it. That’s it. I tried to fight back, and ended up with sliced hands from grabbing the neck of the guitar, which only made him more mad. I had over 20 lacerations across my head and body. And unless you know, you don’t know just how much the head bleeds, it is a lot. I was lucky I didn’t get knocked out once, but when its a 90lb young girl against an insane man swinging an electric guitar, trying to get to the door wasn’t an option. Staying calm was. Even when he threw hot candle wax all over my bleeding head and face, trying to set me on fire. I stayed calm and waited. No crying, no begging for my life like the movies show. Just calm.