It’s more to do with feeling that my face looks too young rather than too old. I have a sort of baby face which suited a teen better than an adult.

I also just feel kinda old I guess, a lot of shit has happened in my life and the past few years have been the absolute lowest it’s ever been. It was a perfect storm of awful shittiness that really destroyed who I was as a person. I’ve been slowly recovering and both have good and bad days, but most of the time I feel like I’ve entered some sort of mental limbo and I’m just waiting for everything to go to shit again. I spend most of my time quietly mourning my old life and the people who used to be a part of it. It doesn’t feel like the prime of my life, it feels like the end