I have to completely uproot and relocate so my wife can get proper treatment and a proper team of specialists to help her. Nobody around here is qualified and every-single-therapist she talks to simply doesn't understand and triggers her constantly. She simply can't do it on her own, and that's fine, I'm an addict/alcoholic, I understand these things.

She's 32 and has been through the wringer already all her adult life. It's already taken a severe toll on her overall health. I don't think she'll make it past 50 unless she has constant support from professionals. I'd like her to be around for our daughter's graduation or something.

I'm completely helpless.

We have a tentative plan, and she's always working to find help. I'm hopeful for the future (not really, I'm pretty beaten down). She looks okay, not too thin, all that, but she's not okay.

FUCK. ANYWAY, I'm so happy to see you doing good u/xohail. I rarely allow myself to vent a bit, so there it was. Take care. <3