Thanks so much for your comment!
I’m sorry you haven’t had luck in relationships. I know I’m a bit younger, but me too, you know? I was invisible to men for a very, very long time, though I also lacked the confidence to try anything, too.
I think the same way! There are so many people who force themselves to be in unhappy relationships out of fear of being alone. And I get it, being alone can be really hard, and suck, but maybe it’s just me, or because I was alone for so long compared to the people around me, I would much rather be content and happy with my own company than be miserable or toxic with someone else.
Good luck to you, seriously! You seem like a very self aware person, which is an excellent trait. :)