Doctors killed me years ago...and nobody cared.

I know I sound like an ass but pain is pain. Now I'm sure I can't comprehend your pain. But from what I understand the logical mind can trump the sensory part. Now how would one go about this, no idea, but I have seen enough monks engulf themselves in fire while stone face to know it can happen. So, blah, blah mindfulness, blah , etc. however if you are kind of doubts like me this may seem pointless and with that mindset it is, one must trick themselves. Anyways I know about you, you should know about me. where your body is, that's about where my mind is heading. So maybe you are right and you can't go on, I'm just some young adult that's belives less than he knows and blieves himself wise for his age; so most likely an ass of some type. But what I have read, you seem to want to live in fact you are proudly reaching out constantly, is just that you are letting body think for you. This accursed flesh is nothing more than a host, don't let make decisions for you. A sinking ship will always sink but the captain sets the course. Any ways I ramble, and I apologize for incoherence. But I must be up in a few hours, so away to the dream world I go. However I will reflect on what I have read and will keep you in mind, because if you can keep going with physical ailments then I should be able to make it even in my sad puppy state. Anyways good night, and I hope you grow as an individual.

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