My only goal in life was and still is despite it's impossibility financial success. My every dream, wish or whatever comes down to simply having enough money to get it. Unfortunately, I was born in, as one president once said, a shithole. Currently I'm learning a profession in a university that has no whatsoever way to neither leave this shithole nor build a decent career. I can't afford leaving the university at all.
Another thing is that I'm ugly af and there's nothing I can do about it. Shit genes. That's why I don't even have any hopes for personal life. Things are so bad there's no point in working on myself. Got fit - everything's still the same.
I just don't what's the point in going on if I will never be able to achieve anything I want.