Does anyone else ever feel like they are on their bucket list?

I am 24 with chronic pain and I have a similar feeling. Although I am generally happy much of the time and am not suicidal, but I feel like suicide is inevitable at some point. I can deal with the pain and depression most days, but earning money is physical hell and there is no way I will ever be able to support a family, I will never be wealthy and I will never be comfortable. I just feel like I am way too young for this and it would be preferable just to do the things I need to do now so that I can get out when I need to. I would have a different view on the situation if I were getting a little better over the years but it is just getting worse instead.

This is not a cry for sympathy. I just wanted to get that out

/r/ChronicPain Thread