Does anyone feel like ... a deep dark void? You can’t feel happiness, not even cry, or get angry, it’s not even depression. It’s just a void. But it doesn’t feel meaningless. There’s this feeling like you could almost break through the other side. Like if you could just hold on, it’ll all make sense. That’s the feeling I get. Which I have been feeling for weeks, but it’s especially bad today.

Wow. Ok..that is weird again, echoes of experience, snap.

Have been feeling this for weeks also. Thinking its something I'm doing to myself. like a weird negative inversion dynamic that wont shift, is coexistent to all presentness but comes in waves.

Interesting to learn of that explanation. Who were the teachers or is there a link you could share?

That's kind of what it feels like..inwardly.. like something is being cleaned out, sucked out of my bodily being in some manner. Sometimes there's imagery, wrathful entities inwardly turn up variously, they light a fire and something burns up. Often on the other side of that is grace. At other it's just affect, long feeling waves of suicidal intensities or depression, like a pool of endless darkness, infinite melancholia. That marks this as collective or ancestral content, like the process is related to a deeper stratum of human consciousness and experience on this planet. Very curious.