When I was about seven years old my mother told me that out of all of her kids (which was 4) she hated me the most. My life is very heartbreaking and sad, my father left when I was very young I can’t even remember what age and my mother has hated me Since the day I was born. I’ve been unlovable since the day I was born I really don’t know what to do or how to find love. But the world that I live in is hell and I don’t believe in love at all you gotta love Within yourself because nobody else would love you and that’s how I feel. You’ll waste your time looking for love in other people when all you could do is take the time to focus on yourself and love yourself and that would be the best option for you.