Same same! Music business industry career, ravenous attention seeker. Quite successful. Can not sleep, talk about or do literally anything not related to his success and making sure everyone know how HARD he works. Much harder than anyone has ever worked before.

Can’t have feelings because he’s been “going so hard” can’t deal with this right now because “I haven’t slept in 48 hours”

While I’m obviously not doing anything with my life because no one hears me talk about what I do & I don’t do it with famous people. I don’t fuck their run off or suck validation from people who wish they could be with the actual star.

When I’m out I will feel less than. I won’t travel the world free of charge anymore, but he will. I won’t have people love me because I’m close to a celebrity. I won’t be catered to or cared about by strangers. I’ll just be some chick who let an asshole talk me into merging myself wi their life for 12 years, while my own independence and income went to shit .

And hel feel good about it. Itl be that super obvious sign that he needed to get me out of his life because I am not worth anything or doing anything worth noticing.

Celebrity adjacent people are the nastiest people I’ve ever met. When I’m out I’ll be glad to be a nobody amongst other nobodies. Where who I am matters & not what they can’t benefit from me. But he will laugh at the nothing my life is when he’s not in it anymore.