I used to care about rules a lot, but I eventually I snapped after seeing people seemingly getting rewarded/ not getting reprimanded for flaunting them.

Now I’m in a place where I struggle to follow any type of rule unless it has a clear and immediate negative consequence. If there isn’t, I have no issue ignoring it. At this point I just adhere to best judgement when driving or at work, I can’t maintain the concentration to actually read the rules and commit them to memory.

Which is a double edged sword, because I need structure to properly function, but the second I judge any rule I’ve set or have had set before for me as arbitrary, there’s no coming back