Does anyone ever really fully recover from Rockbottom?

Went from 6 years of almost daily use and few of those on daily 1+g shooting to stopping day to day for months, then i did it like once a month for some time, then i stopped for months on end and even year something once.

Buuuuut...... I still pick it up time to time to have fun, dont have trouble with stopping after those binges and dont even get cravings or anything, but i stopped lying to myself i kicked it and im 100% in control, which i believed almost whole time this relapse. Thing is i don't really care to fully get rid of it, and i dont think it would even benefit me.

Now i realised after typing this out, i didn't answer your question at all.

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