Boredom usually results in drugs or alcohol for me and often stupid destructive stuff like punching screens and throwing knives at door and walls . I also have a bad habit of being abusive and manipulative over webcam chats I have frequented for many years I decided to quit I have been clean from drugs and webcam for two months now and I smile and say good morning to randoms during my morning walk. Changing my habits is something I have to do in order to maintain a job. I start at a martial art academy next week to start jiu jitsuband kickboxing. I don’t really feel bad for torturing internet people per se but at this point it’s really just going to get me in trouble one of these days and I’m gettin too old for that crap anyways. Exercise is the biggest help for me!