I have 0 motivation to do anything and feel really dumb and my english/history teacher said we all clearly dont care about our education and basically asked what the fuck is wrong with us. I'm sorry I didnt do my homework, I was crying in bed. You're not helping by saying I clearly dont care when I dont have the motivation to do shit. My mom also says my insecurities ar invalid because "I'm pretty" and even sometimes makes jokes about it. My parents also expect straight A's and I cant do it. I'm constantly having to remind myself that i dont have it bad and that I'm perfectly fine. I may have cut myself a few times, but my friend straight up tried to kill himself once. I'm probably going to delete this or edit that last part out later, I guess i just need to write it down or some shit. Idek