Well i've been living in fear for almost all my life. I would never speak up people would constantly put me down. I sometimes get this rage and unstoppable force of energy when i'm making music that I feel like I have to be killed to be stopped. That is just the character I allow myself to be.

What types of things did these voices tell you if you don't mind me asking? You don't have to answer.

Does psychosis lower your self esteem? If it does, is it possible to nourish your self esteem? Does schizophrenia apply to the 5 senses? Did you ever Give in to the terror? Did you ever try being courageous?

Sorry for all the questions I am just really interested in this topic.