I think your best bet is to mature. Your age certainly comes through in the post! Are you perhaps living in small town or rural America, undereducated, career not too hot, cartoon video games as a hobby, not getting all the right nutrition?

If you improve your nutrition, take some career steps, socialise more, work on your confidence and appearance, start seeing women as friends and not just potential girlfriends, learn to be playful with them and develop some hobbies that don't involve cartoons, that would go a long way. Volunteering in your spare time would be the best possible thing you could do.

I understand the desire for revenge and believe me I've been tempted but out of self-preservation I've restrained myself. If you cast something it will come back to you, but stronger. Try to see whatever has happened as a learning experience and rise above it.