Im so sorry that you’re going through this. It’s terrible being alone. Is there anything that you can do to keep you from having to move back home? I hope that you can do you don’t have to be with someone who it sounds like is not a positive force in your life. The one good thing right now is that you’re NOT trapped in a bad job as well. You can do anything! Have you thought about just going out and doing a job for a week? It doesn’t matter what it is since you’ve not had one for a couple of years. Or if you can’t find a job, find a neighbor that needs help. Maybe you could walk their dogs or keep their sick at home parents company while they go out and do errands. Do art: draw, write, dance. Find an outlet that can bring you some joy. I hope that you can.

Your new friend, Banana