i don’t wanna be here anymore

Reading what you wrote a thought about bullying came to my mind. Bullying is terrible because it makes people nervous about performance down to the most minute details. Flow becomes impossible. Uncertainty clouds everything. So i hate bullies.

You are bullying yourself. As far as i'm conserned you're still almost a teenager. You should not carry that fictive weight on your shoulder. Do not tune in to the frequency radio future - you will feel anxiety, do not tune into the frequency radio past - it will give you depression. At your age you're allowed to just chill. Do not compare yourself to others. Do not compare yourself to others. It will give you a feeling of a fictive relative depression. Focus on your license, but to drive safely you need to chill, and you can do that. At your age everything must be perfect. That is bullshit. When you get older i promise you that everything will be grinded down. You will not set that fictive bar which fucks with you so high. If your studies went to shit or something, forget about it. Reset.

Try to do something in the now without beating yourself up and bullying yourself.

About not wanting to live anymore. You simply do not have that option. You shall live and be humble to the fact that life will change. You will change. You don't know what will happen.

Important parts of life is not when your running to the top of some hill while Eye of the Tiger is playing. Important is what you do when it is though. We pull through.

If you have someone that you like to talk to i think you should call them.

Best wishes from northern Europe.

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