I don't care that my daughter doesn't talk to me

This is my biggest fear. I love my daughter more than anything, but I feel like I bother her when I talk to her. She is my only child and her father and I are divorced. She recently moved in with him, which broke my heart, but I knew I had to let her go. Since then, she rarely calls or texts me. She asks for everything and I am sad to admit that I try my best to get it for her. I just want her to have everything I didn't, and Im very aware that I've done more harm than good. I just want to make her happy. She seems to love her dad and stepmom more than me, and it really hurts my feelings. I've been there for her at every event, every time she was hurt, and every time she needed me. I know I didn't do a lot of things right, but I tried. She blames me for our divorce, when really her dad is an abusive, cheating asshole, and he's the one that left me. She has so much anger towards me. I'm always the bad guy. But then there are times she cuddles with me and tells me she loves me and says she just wants to spend time with me. I always give in because those are things I want too. I'm afraid, though, that she's using my love for her against me, and I'm not sure if she even realizes she does it. I don't want to lose my relationship with her, but I fear that it will eventually happen. I don't know if, or how I could accept that.

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