Fud what ever. The engine is built and the train is alreadymoving sooo these people can talk and type what they want. That will not derail or stop the train. The engine is going and only more company's adopting the engine to add there wagons to the whole, and build more infrastructure to get to the rocket base. Where the engine is used to shoot a rocket to the stars and beyond. Bringing new light on the engine design and then go to a other dimension where it will great a whole new market what nobody still knows about.

If it really makes the relation ship with your family better. Go FUD man, that is the way the go then, hopefully you meet some people who really see your pain dont take it personally and can help you find yourself again.