Hey, my best friend is trans, and i can tell you with 100% of security that you are not alone, i know that sounds like the typical fake empathy bullshit but believe me when i tell that you are going to be okey. I dont know your situation in detail so i cant say more than this. But i do know something, i know the feeling of emptiness, suicidal thoughts, and just being lost. My friend has a several case of dysphoria, and together we are trying to make him happy, nothing is impossible, even the worst case. You will find your reason to be happy and full of joy, you will find that person, and you are waay too young. Dont worry about the people who doesnt acept you, they dont worth it. So, stranger from somewhere, i really really wish you the best.

And i am so so sorry about my english, i speak spanish.