Yeah. I get the feeling we have both progressed but we still aren't all the way there. And now I just dont know how I can go on with Anne knowing that these feelings are still there.

The least I can do is still go overseas (she cant go without me) and let her do her competition she has put her all in to. Even at times, straining the relationship.

I know I should be a perfectly supporting partner but if you feel left out and less important than her ambitions, than that's how you feel. And if she wants to win her comp that bad I shouldn't get in the way and distract her. Weve talked about this too and of course she says she doesnt want it to end but I feel increasingly forgotten.