Thanks for the in depth reply bro. I'm going to take everyone's advice here equally, I just flushed one gram of it completely and I'm going to taper down with the other one over the next day or two. I wont get withdrawal even if I did both tonight since coke doesnt really work like that and I have a pretty strong mindset most of the time. It's just on coke I lose control it feels like, like I never experience cravings or urges in my day-to-day anymore, but when I'm on coke the urge to redose is so strong because it lasts so short of a time and feels fucking amazing that I have to.

Sorry to hear about what you lost, I didnt lose anything but I came really close. I was just lucky and in just enough control of my usage to stop. I cant tell my girlfriend though, she'll be devastated. I just gotta taper down the next day or two and then go to another continent and be away from all of this .