I dropped the rope. I’m tired of being hurt, because they’re unreliable and it’s obvious I’m not even a third or fourth string priority

Made what i thought was a friend at work. Like i looked forward to going to work to laugh with her. Have made a million plans together but weve hung out not one time outside of work because SOMETHING gets in the way either small or a family event but its always SOMETHING.

Yet she always comes in talking about she went and did that and whatnot with other people and what not.

Was not a good night for my head when i realized this. Tough pill when others pointed it out, theres a lot more details to stuff too but yeah.

Still at the same job and hurts to even look at her. I kinda dont talk to her at all anymore