I've been getting attacked and barraged from every side with everythinig from people impersonating me, her, baiting with insults, the whole sub flooded with them. Some of them mayhave been her. I said some kinda sarcastic replies in response to a bunch of straight up insults and if it wasnt from them out of no where for no reason (after not contating me for week) it's someone who knows a terrifying amount of details about me and her to impersonate on that level now ive got peop'el across the country telling me their gonna kill themselves my ohen is blowing up

appparently my person ditched me and moved on months ago after telling me she was a sick and depressed and i've been getting string along cucking myself telling her i love her while she ignored the messages with a new person

i have not met or spoken to a person who is not total human garbage in weeks, if not months..maybe even not this year. not just shitty.. disgusting. and i keep hoping fucking one person will do or say somerthing to me to show hey aren't a total fuckass part of the trash heap.

if this were for me? fucking no...i do not understand what i am doing. why not be more specific if it's that big of a problem, or contact them directly????