I understand where your coming from, but this is an example of why you need to avoid anything blue pilled as much as possible. It's impossible to avoid all of it as most of society functions on it, but you can make an attempt to avoid it.

So many songs are blue pilled as hell and hit the heart deep systematically. I remember I used to listen to some depressing ass country after a breakup or even a friendzone. Made it so much worse. What your feeling is the deep cravings of your DNA telling you to procreate. I'm guessing you are older, and it hit you even deeper because of that.

Realise these songs are made to strike up emotions. While it is unfortunate the way our society is, you just gotta be happy with what you have in life. It could always be worse. I'm a young guy at 26, so I'm sure it hits harder when your older. But I've accepted the fact I may not ever have a family. I've let go the best I can from that fantasy. If it happens someday which I know is unlikely, great. If not, thats also great. I am going to live life enjoying the things I love to do, regardless how it ends up.